Pressure
I have this pressure on me lately... it comes from all the possible sides: school, friends, family, job, myself on me, the weather...This is the reason why I haven't posted anything in the past month. It seems that nothing happening is good. I am like a running hamster in a wheel.I wish I have had more time for school and now I find myself AGAIN in the exam session, without studying to much although I would have LOVED to do this.
I wish I have spent more time to go out with my friends and not feeling so physically tired...I used to wake up early in the morning, now I sleep late because I simply cannot get up.
Something changes now and a lot of things won't be the same. Up until now I couldn't LIVE WITHOUT MY MUSIC...now It seem that I cannot listen to that music anymore. It takes me 10 minutes to find a "suitable" tune for my mood.
last year at TRIX I took a commitment to myself for this year, now simply reading that commitment... nothing written there happened.
I need a brake and this won't be in the next 2 months.
